TAG: Perfect Imperfections

Dorky me got this from youtube bahaha

So this is a tag going around stating three things you dislike about yourself and three things you like about yourself. I feel like doing this because I know in years to come these things are soo going to change lol. I know myself I love and hate so many random things and I will change my mind constantly >.<. So here we go:D

HATES

#1.My dry skin. Especially right now during this type of weather. Ughghhg I feel like constantly splashing a bottle of water on my face lol And my cheeks get so red like I don't even need blush haha I benefit with my skin during the summer. But other than that bleh i hate it!

#2. My legs. During these past years I have kinda gained some weight like a lot lol. Yea yea I need to work on that but it's not like I'm huge...I think....idk i dont care to tell u the truth.. (i'll talk about that in my loves lol) But anywho even when I was super skinny (110 lbs to be exact) my legs have always been thick. Like idk I feel they're always flappy and like all my weight goes there ugh. One of my aunts like she has no fat in her legs at all grrr I wish I was her lol. 

#3 My hair? Lol I had to think about it. My hair well it looks ok when I actually try, but ugh I wish it was either super straight or super curly. Instead it's a afroish wavyish big mess. I wish I was one of those girls that could get out of the shower and put absolutely no product in her hair and still look fine. But NO I either have to put some spray gel to make it curly or flat iron it. Bleh 

LOVES

#1. My Height Buahahaha I'm sorry to all the shorties out there. But I am really glad I'm tall :D I am 5'7" which I actually consider average if u ask me or maybe I'm wrong lol. Well I don't feel like a giant but I do like the fact that I'm taller than most girls but not as tall as most guys. And thanks to my "tallness" I don't look as huge as I am. If I were short I think I would look really huge!

#2 My curves Yup I love feeling like a real woman and having my latina curves ie. my hips. :D I love it I feel hot haha I know it's dumb but idk I have curves and I like them. And I thank God that he didn't make me a stick figure that I feel like a woman even though to tell ya'll the truth a lot of people think I'm a little girl trying to look like a 21 year old. When really I am 21!!! But that's another story lol But yup I love my curves. 

#3. My eyes. I just love my eye shape. They are not huge or anything but i guess the way I do my makeup people are always saying that I have big eyes which I dont think I do but whatevers lol. I have to say my eyes are always being complimented. I'm the type of person that can stay quiet but you look into my eyes and you can see what emotions I'm really feeling. I guess my eyes are how I express myself

So this is out of fun. I think it's fun to poke fun at ourselves sometimes. Feels kinds good seeing the cons then stating my pros. We are what God made us. And I think we should feel happy with ourselves. :) Beauty comes from inside. So let it shine through!

Much♥Ruthi

PS I tag all of you guys to do this:)

Has this year gone by fast or what? Wow in a blink of an eye it's freaking November :O I'm sitting in class right now. Like always never paying attention bahaha just rambling on here. :D 

So on November 21st, 2009, I attended one of the greatest concerts ever:) Skillet's Awake and Alive concert. On this year on November 20th, 2010 I will be attending Skillet and Toby Mac's concert :D:D:D:D:D!!!!! I am so excited ! I am attending this event with my bff Maira and cousin Leslie and my 10 yr old cousin Steven. His first concert:) I'm excited to bring him. I hope he has a good time. Man at 10 they took me to lame concerts like Kumbia Kings >.< and only cause it was free at Astroworld bahaha good times ! I miss Astroworld:( Gotta drive 3 hrs to San Antonio to go to Six Flags now blehh! And omgizzle (got that from Leslie haha) I think the new My Chemical Romance Cd is out already i gonn go check lol ttyl pplz I will get random again lol 

much♥ruthi

Letter to Myself

To the girl in 2007, 


First of all don't quit that gym membership that your mother is so kindly paying for! When you get older you are going to miss that and are going to be too lazy to go back >.< lol. You don't know everything about life. There are still so many feelings and situations that you have to experience. I feel that you're going to be 45 and things are still not going to make sense. Life is about taking chances. True. But listen to that gut feeling that's you something's wrong. Don't let love blind you. Not everything lasts forever. Cherish those special times. They may never happen again. Stop sheltering yourself from people. Not everyone is out to hurt you. The ones that are closer to you may be the ones to hurt you the most. So let people in once in a while. And please stop trying to please everyone! Think more about yourself. You are not being selfish. Do what makes you happy because later on you will always be wondering what if? Your decisions shouldn't be based on what other people want. Those people won't always be there for you. You will be betrayed. You are going to be lied to. Life only gets harder from here. But cheer up better things are to come. You're going to loose a very important person that you never thought would hurt you as much as it did. Even now it's hard to get over it. But you're going to gain another person. And this person will change the outcome of your entire life. Don't depend on him so much. You will be perfectly happy on your own. This year you will fall truly deeply in love.  You are going to spend years falling in and out of what you think it's love. Which was really lust. Don't let anyone control you. Don't let anyone make you feel unworthy. We're used to getting anyone we want. But he is going to show you what pain is so be careful. Listen to your brain not your heart. Do what's good for you. Your bitchiness isn't going to go away. Lol. Keep trying to please everyone? You're just going to get angrier! ugh You! lol  I love who I am though. What hurts us only makes us stronger. 

From  you in 2010 

So I wrote this regarding to me when I was 17.  It's advice I wish someone would've told me when I was this age.  At that age was my first year of experiences of so much happiness then pain all in one year.  Hmmm this made me think a lot lol. It was interesting to write. :D 

Let me know if someone does one ? lol 

Much♥Ruthi

Kat Von D's Tattoo Chronicles...

Just fyi I'm trying to invest into a better camera. I currently have a Samsung L200 10.2 megapixels. It is not a bad camera, but the focusing sucks >.< lol So hopefully I will get a new one maybe not soon but one day ? Haha Ok so let me get to the point. 

So I'm on break from work walking around the mall. I go into Sephora just wanting MUFE or Urban Decay Eyelashes. I'm going through the aisles and bam I pass the Kat Von D section and I see the most interesting packaging I've ever seen. I'm serious the packaging it's what got my attention for this pallete. 

Kat Von D's Tattoo Chronicles Palette Vol 1

 It looks like a book :O And I am such a bookworm that this was the most cutest thing ever!! Then I looked inside and omg the colors were so beautiful. It had every color I've been looking for no lie! 

Top row is mostly neutral colors that I already have. Very comparable to the Naked Pallete which I love!!! :D Now the second row has a very nice deep dark purple with blue undertones, a soft purple lilacy color, a very pretty soft baby pink and a shimmery light gray. I have been wanting the dark purple and pink color. The bottom third row has black with like glitter chunks of blue (not a big fan of that one) a dark pure blue, a dark olive green, and a light shimery yellow ♥ Omg that yellow !!! eeek I love it. 

It also has three primers in skin, stellar, and smoky. I used the smoky primer today and i have to say it held up pretty good. It gives a good dark base for dark shadows. Only thing is that it's kinda like dry Like chunky I had to blend it out a lot. My top fave primer is still Too Faced Shadow Insurance. 

Anyways what made me get this pallete was 

OMG look at those eyelashes. Idk this is the first palette I've seen with eyelashes. This immediately made me buy it :D The lashes are way dramatic I wore them on Sunday and I got a lot of compliments on them.:).. The only bad thing about this palette is that I wished the colors were a lot more pigmented. I have to really pack on the lighter colors, since they are so sheer. But other than that I'm happy with my purchase:)
http://sephora.com/browse/product.jhtml?id=P270314&categoryId=RPYMAL&shouldPaginate=
For whoever wants to read more about this product here's a link:)


Much ♥ Ruthi