Letter to Myself

To the girl in 2007, 


First of all don't quit that gym membership that your mother is so kindly paying for! When you get older you are going to miss that and are going to be too lazy to go back >.< lol. You don't know everything about life. There are still so many feelings and situations that you have to experience. I feel that you're going to be 45 and things are still not going to make sense. Life is about taking chances. True. But listen to that gut feeling that's you something's wrong. Don't let love blind you. Not everything lasts forever. Cherish those special times. They may never happen again. Stop sheltering yourself from people. Not everyone is out to hurt you. The ones that are closer to you may be the ones to hurt you the most. So let people in once in a while. And please stop trying to please everyone! Think more about yourself. You are not being selfish. Do what makes you happy because later on you will always be wondering what if? Your decisions shouldn't be based on what other people want. Those people won't always be there for you. You will be betrayed. You are going to be lied to. Life only gets harder from here. But cheer up better things are to come. You're going to loose a very important person that you never thought would hurt you as much as it did. Even now it's hard to get over it. But you're going to gain another person. And this person will change the outcome of your entire life. Don't depend on him so much. You will be perfectly happy on your own. This year you will fall truly deeply in love.  You are going to spend years falling in and out of what you think it's love. Which was really lust. Don't let anyone control you. Don't let anyone make you feel unworthy. We're used to getting anyone we want. But he is going to show you what pain is so be careful. Listen to your brain not your heart. Do what's good for you. Your bitchiness isn't going to go away. Lol. Keep trying to please everyone? You're just going to get angrier! ugh You! lol  I love who I am though. What hurts us only makes us stronger. 

From  you in 2010 

So I wrote this regarding to me when I was 17.  It's advice I wish someone would've told me when I was this age.  At that age was my first year of experiences of so much happiness then pain all in one year.  Hmmm this made me think a lot lol. It was interesting to write. :D 

Let me know if someone does one ? lol 

Much♥Ruthi